aching.. sweaty...
ha in school waiting for nightstudy to start.. ha...
newae argh really worried bout the mid years argh...
CHEM!! arhg really worried bout it.. ha dunno how either, we are sooo behind the tutorial schedule... hmmmm really wondering if we would finish it...
hoping that SPIDERMAN would pick up some spider sense... that we are in trouble and COMe back soon to help us.. ha... im sure he willl... TRUST!!!
ha okae newae so hot and tired, really wondering if i can last through this dreadful 3 hrs... but anyhow i need to...
I WANT TO DO WELL and i NEED TO PASS GP!!!
ha alvin!! i noe u will read this, the GAME is oN!!!
haha... i will try.... ha really dreading this exams ha...
fight it and press on ppl... we are in this together...
we can do it together ha... cheers~~ argh...

A man should not leave this earth with unfinished business. He should live each day as if it was a pre-flight check. He should ask each morning, am I prepared to lift-off?
Diane Frolov and Andrew Schneider

Only I can change my life. No one can do it for me.
Carol Burnett

Happiness depends upon ourselves.
Aristotle

peaceful...
[silence engulfed the room... thoughts filled my mind...]
argh how should i say... so many things going through my mind now...
no matter how strong one can be emotionally, can never undergo certain "conditions", but however it is the ability to not show the down side to other people tt trully makes him/her a unique person...
personally, i have been trying to nv show the down side when im feeling down... however many a times, i can never do that... hence i trully RESPECT and ADMIRE those who are able to do so....
its never nice to bottle up ur feelings but however its when u do not want others to worry and feel down with u or even worry about u...
argh i cant get what im talkin but nvm...
haiz at most times i feel that im an actor...
although at times i might have problems but unlike others, i try not to show others the downside of me...
i dunno why i can never express myself the why i want to be... its been this since young hence to overcome this, i will act the happy jovial me like as if theres nothing wrong and also by which cheering others up, so that they will not feel down too...
however at times i can not do so, and often leading to quarrels and fights(for those that i have offendd im sorry and i really didnt mean too)...
on another note why bother to get so much into so much trouble when u can forget about the problems more easily and optimistically then having to go through so much trouble?! ha..
argh its gettting further and further off...
[as i stared into the blank walls]
it seemed as if a story was being showed on it.. as i begin to wonder how fragile life can be... no one noes when is it time to go...
its all fated... so why not make te best of it making every moment like the last... stay happy...
in the past i used to have the immatured thought to have the feeling of suicide whenever i felt down and at my ends... (ha cant belive??) suicide was always the "only" option for me... i used to feel tt why are we here in this world to suffer... why not let this suffering all end...
however as i grew and became more matured i feel that theres never a dead end in life.. even if theres one there is still a way in getting over it.... and the "easiest" solution to me now is the "stupidest"...
as i flip open the papers there ar so many ppl who want to live on, but are unable to do so, and me here not treasurin wad i have and seekin "cowardly" routes... by doing so i have only thinkin about myself... wad bout those who care for me?? argh...
its been a really long week, many lessons on life learnt.. feeling really, really tired... cant wait for the new week to start and continue on this next chapter in life...
gtg now... preparing myself to set foot on this new, found journey in life... putting aside all the past, and doing wad i ought to... and for all, its never easy to start over but NOTHING is IMPOSSIBLE... push on ppl... put aside the past and continue on in life... live it like the last... cherish the ppl u have with u now.. together we can make the best out of it...
life's unpredictable...
sigh...



HEY!!! long dae hah... so many things done... CLASS TEE..
WOW!! TEACHERS Hope u like iT!! totally fascinating... looks cool ExcePt some ignorant fools hu bought wrong sizes how DUMB can they get... heee newae ahiz so many things happening in sch...
haha ok apart from what is "ONGOIN" haha haiz how unpredictable life can be....
Learn as if you were going to live forever. Live as if you were going to die tomorrow.
--Mahatma Gandhi
hmm how true... argh ull nv noe... hmm...walk on... its part and parcel... geez ha so tired now... theres sport day tml argh haha WIN WIN WIN ahha haiz CLASSS SPIRIT!!! heee TRASH THE REST!!! ha newae long tired day... heee hmmm tired tired.. ha hmmm...
signin off....



heeee...
somethings arent meant to be too obvious...
haiz.. wad should i do??



tired...
ooh back from a whole dae from band n grocery shoppin for mUM's dae haha.. gonna be fun....
haiz its been long but theres still no talk... not even a mumble... haha haiz... hmmm pls save me haha... argh haiz...
damn tired...
really sleepy...
wishing i could go to sleep forever.....
save me..... haizz....
wish list for christmas----> a TIME MACHINE!!!
"kill me" with ur torturing...
waiting for the miracle to strike on me....
im sorry....