ha in sch now..
finally im able to blog again...
somethings wrong with my comp at home...
cant blog.. ha yah...

newae ah been really stressed out for the past few days with my BP..
sigh...
maybe its due to it tts why its so high...
muahaha...

ha been makin frequent trips to and fro CMPB for the checks...
went on fri... ha guess wad it was high.. again...
the medic then referred me to the doc..
then requested to come back on another dae to do an ABP test..
yup...

had to go back on tues for the installation of the machine...
haha it sounded fun but trust me it isnt...
fancy not bathin for the whole day is not funny...
ok back newae went back on tues..
the medic placed all the TUBINGS, band, wires on me..
told me to come back the next day fer the review and i could go...
it was fast soon it was all over...
ha rushed home to reduce the embarassemnt...

ah it was super relaxed at home...
everyone was givin way to me....
ha lazing around... tryign to stay relaxed so tt my bp would be low...
haha watched tv the whole dae...
however at night my BP started to increase and then fall...
it was scary...
went to slp.. hopin tt it would fall....
couldnt wait fer the next dae to take it off...
it hurts...
for the whole dae my hand was practically NUMB...
yup...
didnt really get to slp as the pump kept pumpin hourly into the night....

next morning wipe up with a wet towel sicne i couldnt bathe then went back to CMPB..
ha went there ppl there took off the band and my arm was red..
it was hurting too...
took the device to get a print out of the pressure...
there were highs and lows...
ha then waited fer the doctor...
soon went in....

THE VERDICT.....
ha the doctor said it was.....
then said i could leave and could to get my gradin sheet...
while waitin chatted with some HJ guy who had to got through the pain like me...
ha yup... then he had to go in to see the doctor...
soon after my file came out....
ANd i was graded a PES .... 
left...

its all over the weeks and weeks of tests....
and the frequent trips to CMPB...
haha gonna miss the place...
the medic there whom have become familiar with..
and the ppl in the same situation im in...
ha....

newae waitin fer the bell to ring now... but gtg soon gotta go get some stuff..
oh yah btw fer all the "concerned" ppl out there who wants to know my PEs...
haha i dunno... u decide la... ahha....

THAM QINWEN SHAUN u have been graded PES Undecided...

yup newae gtg now...
cant wait to get home...




ooh finally im bloggin again...
sorry there was always something worng with the page loadin...
newae too far to go all the way back...
hmm renaissance just ended(not too long ago)...

mixed emotions....
as the hall lights lit up...
and as SJIMB proudly played the school rally...
i just realised my career in SJIMB had officially ended...
sad but wad to do....
sigh...

about the concert..
special mention to all my supporters on BOTH nights...
haha thanx a lot...
all the soft toys, flowers, sweets, chocolates, cookies and all....
THANK YOU!!
hope u enjoyed the concert...

newae about the concert itself..
ha generally the second night was way way much better then the first...
think the audience played a major role in it...
overall WELL DONE SJIMB and SJIMB alumni...
hmm over these weeks though practices were tiring a time-absorbing...
but it was all still worth it....
i dunno y..
but to feel that im much, much more connected to SJIMB then to the present CJCSB...
sigh i dunno... probably the ppl but on the other hand much of CJCSB is from SJIMB

haha..
environment plays a great part i think..
newae gonna miss all the wonderful ppl i made at SJIMB...
leonard , joey, timothy,
melvin, daniel, grs, mark wee,
bing hong, edwin, chuek, andrew,
jamin, sara, jacky plus plus plus...
the list is nv gonna end..
(sorry if i miss out on ur name,  its too long...)
on the whole, the entire SJIMB...
wonderful  ppl i met there....
gonna miss them..
sigh....

i dunno but feel tt i am much much closer..
to the sec 4 batch 2004 then to the 2003
hmmm i dunno...
gonna miss them lots..
ha wad a funny bunch of ppl.. sigh...

my emotions soared to its greatest,
when the band sung their songs after the concert.
as the sec 4s eyes turned red...
i dunno y but felt like mine was too..
but i had to hold it back..
anyhow im an alumni...
had my share few yrs back haha....
it would be kinda of weird to but...
ha... wadeva...

while we were walkin out of sch with the sec 4s,
they were deciding on where they were goin,
they all red eyed n teary...
while walkin my dear Jamin was laggin behind,
he was on the fone... but after i turned back he had hung up...
stopped in his tracks...
turned to the back started sobbin..
i was shocked...
wonderin wad had happened at home or something...
but it was just that the reality had got to him again...
ha tt wasnt the end,
as they were consolin one another,
they group of them broke into tears again....
but this time it wasnt so sad but they were smiling at least,
consoling one another..
i as the only non sec 4 there i didnt know wad to do...
i wanted to join them but i knew i shld not...
something was holding it back...
on the othere hand i was consoling them....
ha....

sad but sigh its all part n parcel of life,
the only thing i can sae is tt sec 4s 2004 u still have AP, bandcamp,
2 more yrs of ALUMNI...
see way much more then me..... sigh...
but time really flies...
i was once there tooo now....
EVERYTHING is HISTORY...
ha...
look on the brighter side at least u have it..

anyway... time really flies... gtg slp now..
ha newae see ya ppl on AP!!!
ha put in ur best.... and to JAMIN sigh...
try ur best to play, if u still can...
u can do it...
all u need is the confidence....
if anyone of u see this pls tell him for me...
sigh...
ha good luck everyone.. take care...
signing off its kinda late alreay...
and there is school TML!!!
ha...
signing off fer now...

hope i could play in SJIMB once again...
ha.. not its CJCSB but band there seems like a chore....
i dunno y...
sigh... HELP!!!

ha gtg fer now...
to be continued...