finally im bloggin again...

the gruellin two week long war,
WITH my Brains...
has finally ended...
with me raising the WHITe flag...
but the revenge will be back...
as i stock up and recuperate,
fer the FINAL countdown....

argh im really not sure with the outcome this round,
i realy hate to have hopes,
if it comes true... its fine...
BUT
i really hate to be disappointed....
sigh...

i really tried my best fer this prelims...
or did I??
i dunno...
sigh turnin out wad it is supposed to be...
its disappointing walkin out of a paper,
knowin how to do qns but fail to do it,
as a reault or carelessness...
argh the feelin sucks...

but it has set me raring to go on further...
nv felt this "passion" to go on fer a long while..
hope it will last through..
i really want to prove myself tt i can do it...

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ok newae apart from tt prelims ended todae....
with phy paper 5...
i thought it was ok BUT AS USUAL mixed things up...
screwed a little..
its usual...
sigh.. here we go again...
newae yup...
apart from tt...

had a really head splitting time todae...
shoppin fer presents....
sigh the SUN was enough to KILL!!!
argh....
there was more....
all tt noise....

sigh newae hope to have a full night of FUN n FOOD tml night..
haha....
the "last supper" before the journey
till the end...

newae so long till then...
hope all around me will be prayin,
fer my "success" in my conquer...

WE CAN DO THIS...
dare to DREAM...
if there is a will, theres a way...
cliche?
nah i doubt...

p.S.
recruitment on my fight starts soon....
those who wants to join my "army"...
join me soon....
rsvp... via tag board..
trainin will start soon....
alll aspects....
mental, emotional, physical...
im warning u....
i doubt its gonna be easy....

millions of seconds.... thousands of minutes...
hundreds of hours... tens(40) of days...
1 EXAMINATION!!!
outwit.... outlast.... OUT of the world!!!
ha...

ppl so long fer now..
dont forget to TAG me....
take care....
msg me via HP...
if u really miss me.. haha...
cos i hope i wont be online TOoooo
OftEN!!!
ha... see ya...




argh i had to retype this.... it got deleted

finally im bloggin...
im reallly really down now...

really tired confused now...
totally caught in a dilemma now..

does the exam stress really change ppl much?
shld friends in times of such "crises" stand by one another?
argh....

y things arent like before?!
we were once friends tt could confide and study with...
i am really confused...
i noe u are tired... but isnt everyone?
i am too...
i dunno but cant answers be a little nicer hearin?
cant one just answer nicely and sraight to the pt?
saving all the sarcasm...
I noe i can get too a little short tempered..
but y shld i be subjected to such stuff??

i dunno but i feel like i am goin crazy...
argh...
behind schedule in studyin is bad enough...
now?!
such problems argh..

i dunno but i think im reallly goin nuts...
have to really get things dne..
i have studied BUT i cant remeber anything!?
its all mixed up in my head argh...
got to seriously get it all out n proper soon...

btw no hard feelings... really down now...
just need somewhere to let it all out...

newae gtg now...
take care ppl..
this might be the last blog for now..
till my prelims are over...

i need all the luck i cna get...
haha thanx
still in the mood to joke....

P.S tag me... gimme some help someone...

OMG...
I'm goin crazY!!!
GOD SAVE ME...