hey PPL!!!
haha
im soooooo tired.....

anyway on a more serious note,
catastrophe after another..
does everythign have to end in such a manner?
although everything has to come to an end,
must it be this way..
sigh i always wonder wad would if it was me?
how would the ppl around me react?
how would i feel?
i really ponder...
it has been since long tt i have been wonderin,
wad and how would i feel if like i pass on?
would i be happier?
i really really wonder...
im confused it seems...
sigh...
real sorryfor those who lost their loved ones in this calamity...
although it may seem difficult,
life has to go on....
hmm anyone noes where do we go after we pass on?
sigh ha i really wonder if we would be happier somewhere from here?
hmmm oh well shall stop all these,
it would nv end...
im ready...

newae bout army these daes,
ha although the ppl in my platoon
comes from all different walks of life,
i say we should have honestly gelled rather well,
hmmm made some frens there,
some great ppl!!
ha ppl have been askin like if i noe those ppl,
BUT i dont,
maybe its just my open and friendly personality?!
haha how would i noe...
hmm newae,
apart from tt,
although i've great frens in there,
btu i have my doubts,
i dunno what should i say...
sigh...
its just weird...
nah... im going crazy?!
honestly i just do not know how to phrase it...
ha...
its not a matter of trust but its like,
i dunno...
ha ok i shall go think about it,
and return to reprase it...
ha...
sorry i dont mean to be doubting...
ok fine whatever i dunno what am i sayin either!?
but one thing is for sure tt the ppl i met there,
are all nice and sincere...
ha...
u noe who u all are...

newae im tired will be back tmr....
see ya guys...
its gonna be a long packed day ahead!!!





BACK FROM PULAU TEKONG.............

yay i dunno how this works but all of a sudden im able to blog again...
ha yah...

it has been an intriguing experience for me..
its been long since i experienced such regimentated lifestyle...
many things has happened in there both good and bad...

the start of the journey wasnt very excitin at all,
ha this may sound embarassin but i dunno y,
on the first two nights whenever i called home,
i would just break down...
i really really dunno y...
try it urself,
it isnt very funny honestly...
it just comes to u...

after which got to noe the ppl there around me better,
it helps,
ha yah thanx to those
whom have helped me one way or another
adaptin and copin with the stressin and tirin days out there,
yeap.....

after soon things started to become better,
made more friends and even more friends,
ha yah,
ppl there although its greatly diff from those in CJ,
all from diff walks of life...
ha i dunno y
BUT i lost the CHINESE me after CJ,
it didnt feel right in a platoon
with a great 90% popln there speakin in chinese,
ya.. ha...
but soon got better,
ha yah...
ppl whom i really clicked with there are great ppl..
ha simple and nice...
ha they are really helpful,
helpin each other in every possible way...
honestly...
great ppl...

apart from tt...
livin and seein one another everydae,
would bound to lead to friction and squabbles...
IM SORRY...
yeap...
its really the hot and tirin weather tt makes my blood boil...
hahahahaha...
im serious...
yeap on a more serious note,
im sorry...
lets work together as 1, leave all others behind!!
haha...
i guess alls fine now...
i hope...
if i ever commit this heinuos sin again,
pardon me...
i nv get angry for more then a dae,
ask ppl who noe mE!!!
ha...

besides tt...
past experience has helped me in many ways in the diff areas in army...
move fast act fast..
drills and all yah totally helps...
like totally!!~~

ok its my first book out..
but it did not feel anythign special at all..
sigh...
played out...
once and again...
ha was supposed to havea dinner today,
BUT god noes wad happened it was cancelled...
then my MOVIE!!!
argh its oceans 12!!!
i bet im not goin to catch it ever again..
it always happens....
always left out....
argh...
then lunch tmr is postphoned which means....
all i did this book out was shop for presents!!
tts IT!!
sigh loser....
ha yah...
lesson learnt!!
plan first....
haha yah...

hmmm....
newae i need to go get my bag done im bookin in tmr...
sigh...
boring....
yeap...
its the same out here too haha...
gtg now friends,
drop me a note on my TAG if ya miss mE!!!
muahahahah....

this 2 weeks gave me some personal principles...
1) better be early than PUNCTUAL!!
2) why bother get angry? SMILE it saves ALL!!

haha.... yeap gtg now...
see ya all if all goes well i woudl be out on the 29th night!!
yay!!!
ha...

OH YAH!!!
for those bookin in,
ha honestly +ve mindset!!
move fast act fast!!!
more tips!?
thigns to bring?!
ha sms ME!!!
girls?! want stories?!
call me....
*smiles cheekily*

gtg now!!!
TATA....

training to be soldiers,
fight for our land.
once in our lives,
two years of our time.
have you ever wondered why must we serve?
b'cos we love our land,
and we want it to be free to be free.

stand up,
be on your guard.
come on everybody,
do your part,
come on every soldier,
sow and hard.
do it for our nation,
do it for our Singapore.

lookin all around us,
people everywhere,
children havin fun,
while we are holdin guns.
have you ever wondered why must this be?
b'cos we love our land,
and we want it to be free to be free.




All my bags are packed
Im ready to go
Im standin here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin
Its early morn
The taxis waitin
Hes blowin his horn
Already Im so lonesome
I could die

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that youll wait for me
Hold me like youll never let me go
Cause Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Theres so many times Ive let you down
So many times Ive played around
I tell you now, they dont mean a thing
Evry place I go, Ill think of you
Evry song I sing, Ill sing for you
When I come back, Ill bring your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that youll wait for me
Hold me like youll never let me go
Cause Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time
Let me kiss you
Then close your eyes
Ill be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I wont have to leave alone
About the times, I wont have to say

Oh, kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that youll wait for me
Hold me like youll never let me go
Cause Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

But, Im leavin on a jet plane
Dont know when Ill be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go

ha...
change it a bit k..
ha...



ha just when i need it, it works...

hey...
its finally here...
tthe day has come for me to...
ha serve all... and to also lose weight...
ha..
newae its gettin late,
i gtg....

for those who do not know,
I HAVE GONE TO THE ARMY!!
ha yah.. take care ppl...
dont forget to miss me...
AND not to forget my b'dae!!
ha newae i'll get my presents when i get back...
heeeeee...
ha keep the tagboard goin ppl...
i'll reply when i get back...
i will..

sigh...
ha ok gtg now..
see ya...
see ya ALL!!
sniffs...
ha..





finally, i am able to blog again....
stupid comp....

its gonne be a long one...
first after the As,
ha newae its been a long week,
a series of events have happened....

A LEVELS:
sigh i really dunno wad shld i do...
neither do i want to think about it...
i am confused...
went fer it with much confidence hopin to gun somethign down.
now it has brought me down..
sigh...
im really confused..
hope the results will at least brign me somewhere...
i really really hope the results will show..
sigh i just paranoid worried and all...
gonna go crazy soon...
newae after phy paper 5 it was like a huge rock lifted off my chest...
but then,
i am worried how it willl turn out,
sigh anyhow wad done is done...
hope it will be better and not the same as my prelims.
sigh...
anyhow the class went fer dinner at CARTEL...
ha it wasnt very fun till the end ha..
we had a stalkin session now tt was fun...
fer the first time the class was crazy over something...
haha....
truly tt was crazy..
imagine stalkin a guy till 1130?!
ha...

after which the next few daes didnt have anything special,
it was just dumb pure shoppin, ha..
special mention to Tay Wei Ting whom spent 3 daes shoppin fer the perfect look...
haha nah OH OH and also REBECCA QUEK and YONG YAO GUANG...
who both wasted nearly two hours of my precious life...
fer now...
guesss wad they did?
no dont thin i otherwise, i bet you wouldnt get it either...
...
FOLDING ORIGAMI!!!
yes yes it is... crazy la...
ha yah had to wait learn and watch them fold it..
ha...

WEDNESDAY, 1st DEC.
it was truly a night a glitz abd glam...
the usual nerds had now transfromed into elegnat swans..
we met early in the mornin then went to WTs place to drop off our clothes,
then went to far east to do our hair,
ha guess wad... i spent a near $40 on my hair,
29.40 fer the cut and 10 fer style,
ha yea,
then after stylin it was off back to WTs place to change,
we took a cab to meritus madarin fer the dinner...
ha then we went fer the dinner saw faces tt we couldnt even recognise,
ha the POWER of MAKEUP,
yea,
the dinner was fun...
photos and all... but the sad thing was....
ha i didnt win the i POD sigh,
ha then after the dinner,
the initial plan was to catch a movie but the movies had already started,
so then we decide to go ahead with K BOx but then
someone didnt want to go so we all had to abandon our plans
and go ahead with something else,
we ended up at SWENSENS although i must sae tt wasnt very fun,
it was ok.. better then goin HOME!!
ha after which we all walked back from swensens to BALMORAL,
it wasnt very far, btu the girls were in heels,
ha yah it was taxin on them,
when we got back we did NOTHING when we got home, (for JQs info)
fell aslp, woke up next mornin to discover all had left haha,
only the girls were left, ha..
so i washed up then sat around fer a while,
then left fer home,
wanted go out to collect my specs,
btu fell aslp fer 4 hrs?! ha crazy me..
did nothing after tt...

newae im back home now...
gonna go collect my specs now...
hmm yah.... finally..
newae the photos fer grad night will be up later tonight...
ha yea...
newae im now tryin to enjoy all i can before i go fer aRMy...
next fri....
hope all will pray fer me.. i noe many will be right charles?! yao guang?!
haha oh yah and my results too..
sigh i just keep thinkin bout it...
ha.

yea gtg go now ppl... take care...
will blog soon IF my comp permits me to..
ha...
btw ppl dont forget TO TAG ME!!! ha yah...
k... bye fer now...
see ya..