finally i have decided to move those lazy fingers and blog...
heeeeee...
so heres the much awaited entry u all have been waitin for....
i didnt want to blog actually,
but i just had too many things bottled up...
and not know how to expresss it out either.....
haha....

first and foremost,
MERRY X'MAS!!! one and all....
p.s and a HAPPY NEW YEAR too...
wishin ya all the best for the upcomin yr!!!
hope u all have got ur new yr resolutions up...
i have mine!! yay!! ha...

ok back to the purpose for my entry today....
although i had fun last night,
but yesterdae wasnt exactly the perfect day for me....
k this was wad happened,
fancy askin someone out,
but gets disappointingly turned down,
wishin to stay at home and rest,
before an outing after dinner tt night...
but who knows when i called in the afternoon,
thy was out...
i was like WTF!
ha wad to do...
nothing duh...
i felt quite disappointed but wad was i supposed to do...
interrogatE? haha....
so much for goinout only after dinner...
sigh....
I HATE LIARS~!
u could have at least said a white lie....

haha till now theres a cold war betweeen us...
there hasnt been even an xmas greetin from thy...
im sad but i dunno wad to sae or do...
ha... my best fren i claim...
but is this how my supposedly closest fren would treat thou..
im disappointed.. totally....

i dunno,
a bosom fren tt i treated like,
a brother tt i could seek ...
but this was all i got...
you know who u are!!
even my primary sch fren msged me on this very day...
but wad did i get from my close fren...
sigh....
i was disappointed the entire dae...
hah wad could i sae...
go down on my knees and request for a sms greetin...
ha i dunno but all i know from this is how much our friendship is valued...
sigh...
i get it..
thanx for confirming...
i really am lost for words i dunno wad to say..
but its just all bottled up,
clingin onto the glimmer of hope at the end of the tunnel...
maybe this is really it...
i reallly not...
ha if u ever read this which i doubt,
im really really really disappointed...
im lost......
is this the end of the line?

sigh...
im really lost wad am i supposed to do?
or rather wad can i do?
can someone pls help me out...
im feelin entirely lost on this xmas dae....
help me someone....
maybe i suck as a fren?
do i?
sigh...

or maybe u lost my fone no.??
u could always email me again or leave me a tag...
my email is egokidzt@hotmail.com
i'll get back to u asap...
i promise!!!!

ha....
sigh...
heres signin off,
sad and disappointed...